how can a simple act of kindess turns everything upside down? why cant I, for once, see the good in people the moment i sense they’re being overly nice to me?

I am not a good person. I really just cant see the good in people. 

it amazes me how accurate this is..

i keep forcing myself to fall asleep. thinking things would undo themselves. if i just had enough sleep. id wake up in different timezone. or better yet, not wake up at all

4 am knows all about it

4:17 am

you really need to find your way out of my head. im not just gonna sit here and think of all this nonsense till my brain explodes. no

not anymore

One day, I will fall asleep not thinking of you.

One day

i think this is…

i think this is as good as it gets. this is it. for me.